Thursday 18 August 2011

13th Day

It's the 13th day on a lower dosage today. And how do I feel? I feel hungrier. My mood isn't too great, although that might be external influences. Everyone (almost) I care for is facing some kind of a problem at the moment so that tends to make me feel low. Don't know if the lower dose means I feel it more keenly.

My paranoia is back. I don't think it is back in full force yet, but it's definitely here. I suspect people's motives and the mind throws up distasteful scenarios. I'm always wondering what people think of me.

Self confidence is running a bit low. I feel everyone is judging me and that I'm some kind of a worm. The picture is not rosy at the moment.

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