An afternoon spent at the seaside, nice. I bought a cigarette holder which doesn't quite work very well coz the cigarette's a bit loose in there. Fun nonetheless.
I felt a bit odd on the way back. A sinking feeling. Slightly nauseous, with the urge to sigh every few minutes. It's a physical urge. A propensity to over-empathise and a feeling of fear. Feeling sad/weepy on behalf of someone you love, even though the person in question isn't feeling sorry for her/himself, YOU are!
Unfortunately, all this isn't new. It happened the last time I tried to quit respidon and it didn't really end well.
I'm thinking the sinking feeling is what people with low blood sugar levels must get. Maybe I should just eat something sweet and see if that helps. As for the weepy feeling and the fear, I don't know, I'll just have to manage it somehow. Distract myself or something.
I felt a bit odd on the way back. A sinking feeling. Slightly nauseous, with the urge to sigh every few minutes. It's a physical urge. A propensity to over-empathise and a feeling of fear. Feeling sad/weepy on behalf of someone you love, even though the person in question isn't feeling sorry for her/himself, YOU are!
Unfortunately, all this isn't new. It happened the last time I tried to quit respidon and it didn't really end well.
I'm thinking the sinking feeling is what people with low blood sugar levels must get. Maybe I should just eat something sweet and see if that helps. As for the weepy feeling and the fear, I don't know, I'll just have to manage it somehow. Distract myself or something.
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